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Childhood

This section relays the artist’s inner monologue and interactions as a child gradually becoming aware of racial, ethnic, and class distinctions in American society. The texts (transcripts available under each image) reflect actual encounters Holder experienced growing up in Manhattan, New York. The works ask us to contemplate differing youthful experiences; where Medgar Evers is a household name, where predominant narratives are given sufficient criticism, where identity is defended. Perhaps this was your childhood too. If it wasn’t, how would you have been shaped differently? How much more enriched would we be if we all learned a bit from what could be a shared experience, enough to bridge our country’s divide? These mixed-media works were created in the late 90s, but the sentiments resonate decades past the artist’s childhood and the date of creation.

 

Holder explains of this series: “The configuration of society was very clear when I was eight. I divided all of humanity into two lists: Good Guys and Bad Guys. At the top of my Bad Guy list were The Klu Klux Klan and Nazi’s followed by slave traders, the CIA, the FBI and J. Edgar Hoover. The Good Guys included Paul Robeson, The United Nations, Harriet Tubman, American Indians, Gandhi and Eleanor Roosevelt until I discovered her husband had put the Japanese- Americans into Internment camps.”

03. lincoln brigade framed by robin hold

Robin Holder

Lincoln Brigade, 1998

Monoprint with stencils and Prismacolors 

 32 x 44 in.

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By the time I was 11 my Good Guy list had expanded to include gypsies, the Lincoln Brigade, Einstein, Martin Luther King and labor union, I added the DAR, the FBI, the CIA and the entire U.S. armed forces to the Bad Guy list. Mommy's birthday was sad that year, Medgar Evers was killed.

12. lesson on immigration 1997 by robin

Robin Holder

Lesson on Immigration, 1997

Collaged stencil monoprint and Prismacolors 

framed 26.5 x 29 in.

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"Oh Dear, Robin, those are weeds! exclaimed Miss Perry, rather disdainfully, as I entered class with a handful of my favorite flowers... dandelions. Well! clearly my teacher wasn't very smart. She thought there was a caste system in nature with dandelions on the social ladder, just like the 'untouchables' in India. I didn't like her lesson on immigration, she didn't mention the slaves, the Chinese indentured servants, or how many lost their names upon arrival on Ellis Island." 

06. no monopoly framed by robin holder

Robin Holder

No Monopoly, 1998 

Monoprint with stencils and Prismacolors

32 x 44 in.

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We woke up Sunday mornings to Paul Roberson's Songs of Free Men. We didn't have Monopoly. 

 

 

16. the day kennedy was assassinated by

Robin Holder

The Day Kennedy was Assassinated, 1996

Collaged monoprint with stencils, color Xerox and Prismacolors

41 x 27 in.

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The day Kennedy was assassinated, Nina cried non-stop all the way home. I was sad but kept thinking about how his father Joe Kennedy, had tried to break up the labor unions.

07. no striped pajamas by robin holder

Robin Holder

No Striped Pajamas, 1998  

Monoprint with stencils and prismacolors

Belongs to the collection of Driskell Center 

32 x 44 in.

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Mommy never bought my brothers striped pajamas.

05. half and half framed by robin holder

Robin Holder

Half and Half, framed1998 

Monoprint with stencils and prismacolors

32 x 44 in.

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Elsbeth promised to show me the smoke meat in her refrigerator. She hesitated in front of her house. "My father doesn't want niggers in the house, but you're half-in-half so I'm not sure." "Half-in-half is what my mom puts in her coffee. I'm a Negro not a nigger." I replied. "Good!" answered Elsbeth, "Then it's ok, lets go up!"

10. manifest destiny collected collected

Robin Holder

Manifest Destiny, 1998

Monoprint with stencils and prismacolors 

 32 x 44 in.

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"Oh! for God's sake!" yelled Mommy, slamming my American history textbook. "I'll tell you what 'westward expansion' was: "murder, pain, sorrow and the destruction of culture and land."

15. reminded me of lynchings by robin ho

Robin Holder

Reminded Me of Lynchings, 1996

Monoprint with stencils and Prismacolors

41 x 27  in.

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I insisted on using a jump rope with handles because the clothesline reminded me of lynchings.  

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